Memories, nothing but memories 

I was editing the video of Yvonne's 21st birthday party at Pat's Glenamara accommodations on UNN campus. And whenever I am reminded of the golden year in UK, I'm always thrown into a melancholic mood.

I'm thankful of finally being able to overcome my heartsick longing of going back to UK, but there are still times like tonight, when I think of the what ifs.

What if I had stayed back and gotten a job there?

What if I did get a job and able to go back there?

What if I never did anything and stayed in Malaysia for the rest of my life?

So many what ifs. The only consolation I have is knowing that I am where I am today because God wants me here today. I hope I don't grow deaf to His voice when He tells me to move tomorrow, or even worse, to think I heard His voice but was actually my own voice.

I'm a person of extremes and of different facets. And sometimes these different facets keep pulling me to different directions that makes me question who am I really? This same tension kept me at my wit's end in the last three years, but now I guess I'm learning how to take it in stride. I'm not as frustrated as I was before, and learning to accept how I'm wired.

Anyway, here's a clip that was taken in 2003. So many wonderful memories. My only regret is that we didn't have more videos and pictures.



so writes ee @ 5:30 PM

Can send me the video?? Office band video ....can't view the video clips.....pls...send to my gmail...thanks!!!

Posted by Blogger StephyQ | 11:04 AM  

aiyooo....ang eewei...y u post that video lah?? i so embarassing lahhhhh..

but anyway, sighhh...and those were the days...

Posted by Blogger Yvonne @ Liyuan | 5:56 PM  

steph! must remember to dig out the farewell video. need to get alvin ling to see whether he can korek out ah ming's birthday video also. oh yarh... and i also have wei ling's engagement party. were u there? i send to u tomorrow.

ah chan... ur birthday was one of the best parties becoz we were so busy laughing at u mah!

Posted by Blogger ee | 10:19 PM  

Will try to remember dig out the video and pass to u...meawhile can pass me the wei ling's one too?? Think that's the first time I had a deep talk with michell and yk....remember so vivid that michell tipu me said she only 18 years old.....gr~~~~

Posted by Anonymous Anonymous | 9:56 AM  

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