My mom said I'm the only one in the family who complains like mad about my job and she wondered if it was just me.
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Then Pastor's Wife sms-ed me and said the problem seems to be if I keep encountering the same problems (Malaysia & Singapore).
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WELL. It IS the same company, style of management, culture and system!!! So the problems and complains ARE going to be the same.
In the last 10 months I've experienced panic/anxiety attacks and near nervous breakdowns. Everyday and night my thoughts are occupied with work. But today I was just musing about it. If I could turn back time, would I make the same decision of moving to Singapore to work?
Actually, I would.
The best place to be is always the place God wants you to be.
The irony of my job situation is, I'm convinced I don't fit the right profile for the job, which requires great levels of drive, discipline, focus, memory, meticulous attention to details, good levels of technical understanding and a head for mathematics.
Everything that I don't naturally come by. But, goodness gracious, by the time the Lord allows me to move on from this, I sure am going to be knocked into shape.